No analysis this week–I've been vegging out and enjoying the bye too much to start thinking now. I rediscovered some old hobbies (such as photography), and fell completely out of touch with football. It felt good to decompress. Anyway, I guess what I am saying is it's game week, but I still don't feel like thinking about football. At least not critically or with much care. I'll have to have something ignite that emotion, such as a bad loss or good win versus Cal.

Being completely honest, I'm more curious to see if USC can knock off Oregon.

Speaking of Oregon, I'm not sure how or why Auburn jumped them, but they're going to have another ESPN Gameday love fest going for them–I'm surprised their recruiting class isn't better than it is.

As for the Beavs, the best I've got is this: versus Washington, I saw Quizz run with fire for the first time this season. He says we'll see a new Quizz in the second half. Begs the question, why didn't we see that guy in the first half? Anyway, coupled with a bye and the home field advantage, I like the Beav's chances.  However, I've been wrong on my last two picks and lost all my confidence in that department, so who knows. People make a lot about Cal being Jekyll & Hyde. Well, so are our men. I don't know who is showing up for either squad, so why not go with the home team?

Give me your opinions. On anything. The game, the new basketball uniforms, the Pac-12 alignment, etc. I'm sleepy, and I want to be the passenger.

That's all I've got.

Back to abusing drugs, having orgies, and shredding on my Gretsch Duo Jet in Cadillac Green.

(translation: watching German war documentaries on Netflix whilst wrapped in a Snuggie™…and loving every second of it).

Jacquizz Rodgers has 141 of the Beavers' 142 carries by a running back. That is 99.3%. Some might argue, “But Angry, the fly sweep is a run, so Wheaton and James Rodgers act as the 2nd back.” Okay, in that case, Quizz has “only” received 89% of total carries. Another argument might be, “Angry, Quizz is the best back in football—any coach in his right mind would give him 99% of carries!”

Really? Have you heard of a coach by the name of Nick Saban? He won a National Championship last year with a Heisman Trophy running back. Take a guess the percentage of the team’s carries Mark Ingram received.

Okay, I will tell you: 52% (271 out of 520 total carries), and he won a Heisman Trophy in the SEC.

Interesting, no?

Then there is the law of diminishing returns to consider, which states:

Diminishing returns (also called diminishing marginal returns) refers to how the marginal production of a factor of production starts to progressively decrease as the factor is increased, in contrast to the increase that would otherwise be normally expected. According to this relationship, in a production system with fixed and variable inputs (say factory size and labor), each additional unit of the variable input (i.e., man-hours) yields smaller and smaller increases in outputs, also reducing each worker's mean productivity.

Is this phenomenon taking place before our eyes? I do not know, but the numbers say that as Quizz has progressed in his career, he has become less effective. His rushing average is listed below:

2008: 4.8

2009: 5.3

2010: 4.4

While his can be attributed to tougher competition, it could also be physical wear and tear on his 5’7 frame. Riley has never used his backups, so some will indubitably argue for the former, but they are missing the larger point: using multiple backs benefits everyone. There is no need for Quizz to absorb the impact of every hit—think of all the 1 yard runs.

If Ryan McCants, Jordan Jenkins, et al are not good enough to receive a single carry per game, then you must concede Riley whiffed on his entire stable of running backs, further solidifying his reputation as a poor recruiter.  

“Angry, it’s simple: Riley just trusts Quizz more than the others so he gets all the carries!!.”

Okay, tell yourself what you must, but I’m always going to put more merit in how a National Championship coach manages his roster over a 3rd place finisher in the Pac-10. And I dare you to find another head coach who uses the same back 99% of the time. That is my challenge to any dissenter.

While Quizz is a great player, there’s no reason to believe he wouldn’t be better with an occasional breather, and further, nothing brings a team together more than defined, niche roles where all are allowed to excel. That is what family is about. Right?

Games like last night's make me wonder if it's worth the mental and physical tole of following the Beavs passionately.

During the entire 4th quarter, and especially during the overtime, my body felt physically ill, stressed, even shaking at times. Even the half dozen cocktails in my system couldn't keep me calm. After the liquor passed through my system, it still took a couple Xanax to sooth the nerves enough to fall asleep around 2am.

I feel like today is not the time to criticize, but instead it's a day to question the perils of being a fan.

So, for you, reader, I have three questions:

1. Do you think it's worth risking one's health to watch this team? After all, it's well known stress is a silent killer.

2. Does anyone else have this type of physiological and emotional response to loses?

3. Why the hell do we put ourselves through this?

Reading the comments, it seemed many fans were feeling Beaved out last night.

I'm wondering if it's not wiser to simply tune out "the process" of working towards a Rose Bowl. Maybe it's better to turn on the TV once a year, January 1st, and see who's playing in the Granddaddy. If it's the Beavers, great. Maybe that's better for my health, for our health?

Anyway, I feel shot this afternoon. There's a lot of criticism to dish out, but I don't have the will or energy to talk about the specifics or beat dead horses right now. For those who do, by all means discuss it in the comment area.

The reality is I'll get a few nights of good sleep, stay away from the bottle and pills, not watch any NCAA next weekend, and after the bye I'll come back more passionate than ever. What we should all do is turn off the TV and computer all together until January 1st.